2 Questions & Answers

   Last Friday Daddy sent me a text after having me plug myself that he wanted me to answer. More so for referencing when I seem to be having a hard time of things. I answered quicker than he had anticipated, but luckily he thought my answers were beautiful. I don't feel like I answered enough, however I was attempting to be straightforward and not babble so much.

1) What does your submissiveness mean to you?

   My submissiveness is my vulnerability. It is my weakness, the holes in my wall that allow only the right kind of outsider to see in. My submissiveness is what could be considered me in the raw. I keep it covered simply because it would be something easily twisted, easily distorted, and easily used by the wrong people/person. It is something I've held closer to me in my life than I have anything else, it is also something I've never given anyone but you. 

   I think it is also something beautiful. It is the part of me that goes beyond doting, beyond lover, beyond servant, and truly beyond jealous psycho bitch. It is the best part of me that I can give. It is me encapsulated into one word, and it is given to "you" that allows me to bring out the best in you. I am there to serve you in not just what you need and require sexually, but in every way. Yes I'll admit I'm having ups and downs with it, but I also know that I'm finding my way through it with you guiding me. It is a new part of me that instead of keeping locked up I am now exploring. It is scary, it is beautiful, and it is the best gift I could possibly give.  

2) What does your Dominant's control mean to you?

   My Dom's control. It means that I have a leader, guidance, boundaries, and that I have someone who sees me for what I am, how I am, naked, raw, ugly, beautiful. It means I am a canvass to be painted, a block to be sculpted, a piece of work. It means I'm never alone, but that I also have a place. It means I have purpose, requirements and expectations to fulfill. It means punishments, it means hardships, and ugly truths that must be faced. It means putting myself out there and allowing the world to beat me up only to be caught by you. Your control, expectations, and requirements are not only to make your life easier, but to make me who I should be. 

   It means I'm loved.