I've been sick since Friday afternoon!!!! I did my best for 2 1/2 days to pretend that I wasn't sick, but by Monday I couldn't pretend any longer. Went to a little walk in clinic and got some meds. I slept for 15 hours on Tuesday, got up long enough to eat dinner and show the family I was alive before going to bed with Daddy again that night. Wednesday I was feeling well enough again to go to work, and today I'm getting better. My voice comes and goes, but thankfully I am on the mend. Today also happens to be the first day in almost a week that I've gotten to wear my plug....which my ass quite literally sucked in happily!
I keep thinking about little things about Daddy that I don't tell him. Not things he necessarily needs to know, but the ways I'm attracted to him. For some reason the past few weeks I've been noticing him more than usual. Not that I haven't noticed these things before, but they are having a more lasting impression on me lately.
It's the little things. Like how goofy he is with the kids. Or when we are in the car and a song comes on that he likes and he starts singing and dancing and messing with me. I especially love the way his lips frame his mouth when he smiles and sings and plays around. I love his hands, big and rough and yet gentle. I adore listening to him speak Spanish though he doesn't do it often. I dunno....all these little things make up a million reasons why I love him and why I'm attracted to him, and strangely I don't think he has a clue about it.
Then I have to wonder are there little things about me that he notices? I wonder, if there are, what they could be.
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